Sometimes when you look back on a situation , you realize it wasn’t all you thought it was .My analytics says that day was better than I thought it could be .You never know when you're about to meet someone very special. It's not like life gives you a sign or any warning. You just look up and there they are, and for me that special is Lavanya .Her elegant beauty grabbed my attention but her personality stole (or about to steal) my heart.
Sixteen days before it was hard to believe that, there exists somebody whom I could fall for .Yet I have to believe it now.
It was a wonderful date with an angelic girl. Her little shyness seeing me that day , her childlike describing her likes and dislikes ..Her precious quirks..were my moments on that day. .More than her words I was deep into her beautiful crinkle on her cheek when she spoke .Her words were music to my ears .I can’t express my feelings when she stretched her lips to smile …When she whispered and a thin cold breeze of air passed through my ears. Her captivating hairs were in constant struggle with the wind to find its place. We talked and talked and talked as if we forgot the rest of the world.
The tragedy about our best moments is…they pass, and we live life by lurking around those moments. She is not with me today .She went to the place where she belongs. I want one moment of relief from the god wrenching pain in my heart from not being with her .But in her words ..these sweet little pains are precious and will strengthen our togetherness. I remember how she made me feel that day; I just don’t completely remember her. It’s like I’m trying to preserve something that’s already gone.
Today is the 16th day after I met her. Although we didn’t meet again but I didn’t missed a single chance to hear her voice. It feels like I wish I would have met her a few years ago. I wish I would have passed my innocent, cheerful childhood days with her. I wish I would have admired her glowing beauty on her teenage. I wish she would have shared her sweet sixteen days with me .I can’t give up these wishes as these are too delicate for me. I want to re-live those days with her .I want to be a part of her childhood ,teenage and her present .
All these I could not express that day .Sometimes I feel human civilization have not created enough words in any language to express all our feelings .Architecting a sentence by putting letters and words so that it evince a real feeling is really very difficult. I feel the other planets people like PK(in d movie) are so lucky ..coz they have to just hold hand of their partner to learn or express each other’s feelings .
Although we did not meet in each other’s sweet sixteen’s ..This togetherness of sixteen days is no less than those. We entered to our sweet sixteen in our relationship. Hope our choices will take us to our destiny
